Seeing girls cream all over those dark shafts. I would watch them and see how much pleasure these white girls were getting from those thick long black cocks. Now instead of getting turned off by seeing it, I found myself only masturbating to interracial videos. Any time I would be looking at porn and saw a thumbnail of an interracial video it would make me angry and almost instantly turn me off. It messed with my head for a while after. So it really felt like a betrayal to find this out. It hurt particularly more because throughout the relationship she would tell me how she was never attracted to black guys at all. She would never admit it but snooping over twitter I was able to put two and two together and realize she had slept with him. She would later go on to cheat on me with this big black mall security guard. Eventually she stopped seeing me as a boyfriend and just a kid even though I was 18. She got a job at a mall and was constantly surrounded by older people.
But when she went to college and I wasn't yet. I was dating a female.įor the first year of our relationship everything was pretty normal. It starts before I would actually end up losing my virginity. I wanted to give some backstory and that's kind of long but I assure you the read is worth it. This is the true story of how I lost my anal virginity to Big Black Cock.
